Brutal

	 
[Intro]
| E  G  B  B7  E  G |
[Pont]
N.C.
I want it to be like messy
  B5  Bb5  A5  x2
[Strophe]
B5             Bb5  A5 
I'm so insecure I  think 
 B5                 Bb5  A5 
That I'll die before I  drink 
    B5               Bb5     A5 
And I'm so caught up in the news 
   B5                    Bb5  A5 
Of who likes me and who hates you 
    A5 
And I'm so tired that I might 
 A5 
Quit my job, start a new life 
     Ab5 
And they'd all be so disappointed 
     G5          Gb5 
Cuz who am I, if not exploited? 
    B5              Bb5  A5 
And I'm so sick of seventeen 
 B5                 Bb5     A5 
Where's my fuckin' teenage dream? 
    B5              Bb5       A5 
If someone tells me one more time 
  B5                     Bb5  A5 
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry 
    A5 
And I don't stick up for myself 
     A5 
I'm anxious and nothing can help 
   Ab5 
And I wish I'd done this before 
    G5             Gb5 
And I wish people likеd me more
[Refrain]
E5 
All I did was try my best 
E5 
This thе kinda thanks I get? 
B5                              Bb5 
Unrelentlessly upset  (huh, huh, huh)(huh, huh, huh) 
     A5 
They say "These are the golden years" 
      E5 
But I wish I could disappear 
B5 
Ego crush is so severe 
B5   N.C. 
God, it's brutal out here
[Pont]
B5 Bb5 A5 
...  
B5 Bb5 A5 
      Yeah! 
B5 Bb5 A5 
...  
B5 Bb5 A5
...
[Strophe]
B5                 Bb5   A5 
I feel like no one wants me 
    B5                 Bb5   A5 
And I hate the way I'm perceived 
  B5            Bb5   A5 
I only have two real friends 
     B5           Bb5     A5 
And lately I'm a nervous wreck 
    A5 
Cuz I love people I don't like 
    A5 
And I hate every song I write 
   Ab5 
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart 
    G5            Gb5 
And I can't even parallel park
[Refrain]
E5 
All I did was try my best 
E5 
This thе kinda thanks I get? 
B5                             Bb5 
Unrelentlessly upset(huh, huh, huh) 
     A5 
They say "These are the golden years" 
      E5 
But I wish I could disappear 
B5 
Ego crush is so severe 
B5   N.C. 
God, it's brutal out here
[Pont]
B5 Bb5 A5 
  
B5 Bb5 A5 
      Yeah! 
B5 Bb5 A5 
     Just have a really good time 
B5 Bb5 A5 
  Yeah! 
B5 Bb5 A5
... 
B5 Bb5 A5 
...
B5 Bb5 A5
... 
B5 Bb5 A5
...
[Outro]
 E            G            B    B7 
Got a broken ego, broken heart    (God, it's brutal out here, And hey, it's brutal out here) 
     E            G             N.C. 
And God, I don't even know where to start